Bismillah..

Bismillahirramanirrahim…

Ya Allah

Ya Rahman Ya Rahim

My heart is yours

Please guide me to Your way

 

cleaning time

 

time to clean up

re-fresh all the objective

re-arrange the plan

re-manage the preparation

its time to change

 

case closed

 

Kelelahan yang sama

Lelah dirimu..

Begitu pun aku..

Lelah dirimu mengurai dusta..

Aku pun lelah menjadi penonton..

tidakkah kau merasa episode ini terlalu panjang..

terlalu rumit dibanding biasanya..

tapi bukankah aku memang mengejar akhir?

aku kan menuggu dengan sabar hingga episode ini berakhir

berganti dengan cerita baru

…..

lelah dirimu?

Akupun sama…

kan ku akhiri semua ini dengan atau tanpa dirimu

……..

To my 3 angels over there…

Insya Allah we are strong as long as Allah with us

 

I just Love them too much

I Love Them even if they don’t realize it

I Care about them even if they don’t care about it

I Just can’t leave them like this even if they don’t ask me to stay

I Will keep them in my heart even if they already hurt my heart sometimes

I will give all my best for their happiness even if they don’t want to accept it

Its all because i Love them too much…

To All my beloved brother and sister over there..

Please love your self with a good attitude..

Because there is a lot of people who care about you like i care…

[count down : my last 2 weeks with them]